Enchantment

We're supposed to be happy and rejoicing that we have overcome a tough obstacle: functioning in different time zones, reducing our meet-ups from everyday to twice a week. Shouldn't all our troubles, tears, anger and sadness dissisipate on the very day of 1 Dec 2006?

It doesn't seem to be so. There's just something more lurking on the surface. Everything is just so different. It all seems bad now, but will it turn to good in time to come?

I don't hate you. I'm sorry I said that. I love you. I build my dreams with you. I picture my future with you in it. I think of you all the time (when I'm not preoccupied with something else). I make most of my decisions keeping you in mind. I check my school timetable first, and then you're always the second person I'll check. I'll print out your timetable, compare it with mine, smile on days we end sch at the same time, frown when our schedules totally clash.

When I see an orange murano on the rd, I'll think of you. When I walk pass Challenger, you cross my mind. When Rach laughs like Spongebob, you're in my head. The first thing I do when I wake up is reach out for my hp and check for msgs from you. When I'm out with friends, you're always at the back of my head.

You're all around me.

I love you this much.

I'm sorry baby. Everything will be fine. I know it will.