Enchantment

Hmm... my x'mas was a very memorable one.

I wouldn't say it was one of my happier Christmas(s).
In fact, I spent Christmas '06 bawling my eyes out (like wtf?!).
But yea, it did happen.
And it seems like all my Christmases ever since I was maybe 15 yrs old have been bittersweet in their own ways.
Definitely nostalgic.




Waiting for JH to come pick me up.



We went grocery shopping for our x'mas dinner by the poolside.



Intended plan:

• Cook dinner together
• Have dinner by the pool
• Swim

Actual plan:

• His maid cooked our xmas dinner
• We ate by the pool (in silence)
• We did not swim

Love you JH even though its still a lil weirdy bierdy.

Forever and a day.

Finally the net is no longer lagging like nobody's beeswax. I can finally blog about my xmas.





Wore a kimono top/dress on xmas eve. Should have worn it on Boxing Day when I went to Waraku for japanese dining.





He can make all these expressions while driving. Now you know why sometimes I get the jitters in the car. Hahaha!



Loving you just as much, if not more, after 15 months of sweat and blood.








The beautiful shimmery xmas tree at Bugis. The star right at the top is made of diamonds. Awesomeeee shite.



Christmas gifts that both of us got for our friends and family.

We went home after that for a little while, planning to go out again and count down to Christmas outside. As usual, we got too lazy after being at home for a bit so we counted down to xmas in his bedroom -.-''.

So 10 mins before the actual day of xmas, he covered me with pillows and blankies and "surprised" me with my xmas gift.




My favourite percy pig gummies, redcurrant puffs (my obsession!! i love it!), GIANT PATRICK, ornament (he took the girl I took the guy) and a sunflower which ain't shown in any of the pictures.

I wanted to blog but the net is so laggy cos of the earthquake in Taiwan. Hope the net recovers soon and will blog and post pics when it does!

Was away from 10 - 5 today for project at school. Tired!

Damn I'm hungry.

Ok blog soon.

Muahs.

There were moments today that I felt happy. But at the edge of that happiness lay a sadness I can't explain.

I feel very sad. Very very sad. When this kinda sadness creeps up to you, you just feel like staying in bed all day and not have to care about the world.

Everything altered in that split second. It's like even the flutter of a butterfly's wing could change a situation so drastically in The Butterfly Effect movie. That's really how I feel right now.

I'm just damn sad and I don't really know why.

Goodnight and merry xmas.

Merry Christmas Eve!
Merry Christmas!
Sweet Boxing Day!


How was your xmas? Hope it was better than mine :(.

Waraku laters! Anticipating....

Photos up after today.

Am supposed to be ...

1. working on my SIP report
2. surfing the net for hotel room rates (intending to book one for xmas)

but I'm just dead bored to do number 1 and lazy to do number 2 so I'm blogging now.

Surfing TFS and BS website too.

JH just left for his x'mas church concert and will come pick me up at night.

We're counting down to Christmas EVE together. Cool shite. :)

I remove makeup with this. It's really really really really reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy good and I swear by it! Every girl (who puts on make up) must own this definitely.

I use this range of toner from TFS. It smells heavenly! And the bottle's absolutely pretty. I don't really think the toner itself is superb tho.

I wash my hair with this. From Face Shop too. It smells dammit good. The conditioner's not bad.

I soap myself with this. Fruity!

I apply this to my legs after bath.

Gonna use this for xmas. So festive.

I spray this on my arms after bath.

I spray this on my hair and all over myself before going out or when I'm bored in school, I'll fish it out from my bag and start spritzing. Ha!

I smell like a walking fruit basket. Ha!

Walau so bored. Grrrrrr.

I can never date a saint.
Nor a mama's boy.
NEVER.

Peeved.

I don't know, but I've been thinking about things lately.
What has spun out of control in my life,
doing topsy turvy somersaults in the seamless sky,
landing back on my two feet on the asphalt,
bleeding knees scraped when I miss,
don't know whether to laugh or cry,
so I laugh and I cry at the same time.

The girl with the long hair,
that touches her slender back so delicately,
she's the one with the smiling eyes,
their ends turn up ever so gently,
the petite sillouhette that followed my younger gullible days,
and follow my restless grown self.
The one I called best friend,
is now never mine to keep,
never will she be mine to call my own,
best friend.
Distance glares like a shrill amber light,
it doesn't glow, but it bites.
And so I realize,
reality and distance are similes with ironies of the same kind,
both bite and both hurt just as much.

Huge house, three storeys high,
"I love your house!" they squeal in delight,
but what I see in my eyes,
is just a gaping big hole,
emptiness gushes in and out, in and out,
easily, effortlessly,
like air going into my lungs,
in and out, in and out,
but I don't feel the love.
Use your senses, they say.
I can't feel it, but maybe I can see it,
but I can't.
Sorry.
I might have gold coins,
but teachers never taught me that coins could buy conversations,
understanding, time, acceptance.
You've got a daughter but you put me at home.
Am I to blend nicely and unnoticeably with the paintings on the wall?

Look at me.
See me.
Or have you lost me?
I have changed and I drift away like ocean water,
sliding like fluid glass between your fingers.

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X'mas is just round the bend. My favourite season of all time, the most festive season yet. Xmas carols put me on an all-time high. The rain is as close as you can get to snow, so am lovin' it ultimately :).

Bought lots of clothing but have yet to shrug them on. This xmas, glittery colours like gold and silver are the bomb and I have like 10 pieces of glittergear?! HA!

Driving... yes talking about driving, modules 1 to 3 are completed FINALLY and ALAS so yes, very excited and also jittery to sit for the upcoming TP test. Wishing I can pass on the 1st attempt and it'll be a really nice record breaking streak: passing BTT, FTT and TP all on the first attempt :)

Brought my Lumix out on one of our road trips to town.

Fiddling with the macro function and it takes awesome clear peektures. Can't get enough of it. Too bad you can't really see the effect after resizing the shots.



Eyes could lie.



My neck candies.



Macro-ed automobile parts.



Nature's given transport.







Trying to capture my whole upper torso in the lens.



You are what you don't see.



:)













JH's niece and nephew, bundles of joy. Nana can be quite naughty sometimes though.



END OF ROAD TRIP.