Wednesday, September 20, 2006
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How would you feel if you...
knocked off at 5.30 after a hard and tiring day at work,
lost your favourite eyeliner at the hell hole of an office,
limped to a MAC counter in wedges to purchase a new eyeliner,
spent 40 minutes waiting for your friend at the platform,
and together the both of you squeezed into a crowded train,
took it all the way to Expo,
wanting to give your respective boyfriends a surprise,
to have a nice dinner with them for an hr,
during their dinner break,
reached Expo,
limped all the way to Baba King,
waited for 30 minutes for the boyfriends to come out of the office,
only to be told by the very guy you had wanted to see and spend a short hour with that he cannot have dinner with you but has to go back to the office in a few mins time to have dinner and then return back to work.
He was in a rush to go back.
He did not appreciate that you took the effort to make a trip down to have dinner with him.
He obviously forgot what he said about "we will be able to make things work."
He obviously injected too much enthusiasm by saying "im so happy we're gonna have dinner together." when he actually doesn't really wanna have dinner with you.
Most of all, he knew he was gonna be busy but he did not bother to inform his girlfriend and her friend and still let them make the wasted trip down.
But you know you love him when you just wanna kill yourself for the things you say in a moment of disappointment/tiredness/aching feetness.
You know he means a lot when you just wanna run up to him and pull him back, even though ultimately you were the one who made him leave, hug him and say baby i wish i can be right beside you through the night and im really sorry.
You know he is the one when he is too good for you and you're just one bad idiotic piece of shit that should be slapped in the face.
When you feel like me now, that's when you know.
knocked off at 5.30 after a hard and tiring day at work,
lost your favourite eyeliner at the hell hole of an office,
limped to a MAC counter in wedges to purchase a new eyeliner,
spent 40 minutes waiting for your friend at the platform,
and together the both of you squeezed into a crowded train,
took it all the way to Expo,
wanting to give your respective boyfriends a surprise,
to have a nice dinner with them for an hr,
during their dinner break,
reached Expo,
limped all the way to Baba King,
waited for 30 minutes for the boyfriends to come out of the office,
only to be told by the very guy you had wanted to see and spend a short hour with that he cannot have dinner with you but has to go back to the office in a few mins time to have dinner and then return back to work.
He was in a rush to go back.
He did not appreciate that you took the effort to make a trip down to have dinner with him.
He obviously forgot what he said about "we will be able to make things work."
He obviously injected too much enthusiasm by saying "im so happy we're gonna have dinner together." when he actually doesn't really wanna have dinner with you.
Most of all, he knew he was gonna be busy but he did not bother to inform his girlfriend and her friend and still let them make the wasted trip down.
But you know you love him when you just wanna kill yourself for the things you say in a moment of disappointment/tiredness/aching feetness.
You know he means a lot when you just wanna run up to him and pull him back, even though ultimately you were the one who made him leave, hug him and say baby i wish i can be right beside you through the night and im really sorry.
You know he is the one when he is too good for you and you're just one bad idiotic piece of shit that should be slapped in the face.
When you feel like me now, that's when you know.
# posted by Gracie @ 8:58 PM 
